I suck at blogging. I know this, you know this, it's probably written on some Mayan wall somewhere prophesising how badly I am going to always be at this sort of thing....why not they supposedly prophesised everyone else. And when it comes down to it, I can just blame the whole thing on the oncomming end of civilzation and humanity next year.
Come to think of it, humanity was not, and is not all that worth saving as a whole in any case. Good riddence I say. Will make it easier to conquer the world though. Well, as long as John Cusack's version of 2012 does not occur, which would suck for everyone including me and that cannot be allowed to happen. Against the rules or something.
Anyways, I still hate Toyota.
With the state the car is in, which admittedly is not that bad and is more of a really big annoyance when it shuts down because of a cracked wire, I can't really do all that much. Which aggravates me to no end.
Not for myself really, but when you are involved with a person with social inclinations (the horror) it makes it difficult to fulfill that part of their needs somewhat. Would be somewhat easier if half the worlds population wasn't near automatically excluded but you work with what you got.
That will change somewhat next week, thanks to an early birthday sort of gift from my dad. Spending time out in the LA area should be good for her even if it is just for a little bit. Just getting out in general will help with that.
I am worried about her for alot of reasons, and this part is relatively easy to fiddle with. Need to think of something to avoid my own emotional reactions coming to the forefront and causing even more complications I think. When you get exceedingly aggravated several times in a single day about comments and statements made it can be difficult.
Because lets be honest, when someone you care about and are taking care of in this type of relationship is having problems, you really do not want to be snapping at them and growling when they are in such an emotional state. Truthfully what it takes is getting down to the cause, as they're just symptomatic of what is really going on. No sense drilling a hole in your head if you've got a headache after all.
But I do have lots of tools at my diposal (including whips and chains and alligator clamps hmmph) and quite a bit of experience if I do say so myself. So all it takes is a bit of ...fiddling here and there to get things back on the right track.
A bit more responsibilities may help to ease some things...but I've got other thigns spinning in the gears in my mind anyways. And having my vacation come up at end of this coming Thursday will help. Time spent after all.
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